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everybody's been taboo-ing lately. heard that they taboo-ed their way through CLE and physics yestd (darn would've loved to see thiock taboo). hurhur and this morning we had a free math block cos the teachers were busy getting their pretty faces captured on film (seriously, the million and one "sorry for this interruption"s could have been eliminated if they'd just called the day a school holiday! like "teachers' photo-taking day" or something). anw. taboo is fun. although i suck at it, but it's rather funny to watch other people taboo and watch how the class responds.

drbentan came to talk to us about macronutrition today. lol. damn interesting! but i think 99% of the people in the hall were sleeping or not paying attention. and i don't blame them, i mean the content was geared very specifically toward athletes. but damn educational...heh. i wanna study sports science in school! aghhhh. so fun so fun.

drbentan: "how many of you here have heard of carbohydrate loading?"
me: -raises hand out of stupidity
drbentan: "okayyy. good. at least one of you in the whole of rgs has heard of carbohydrate loading."

omg. freaking funny.

and sianying was constantly asking me, "hey pat are you taking notes?" hah hah hah. i still rmb the other time i took notes for ckunalan's talk and everyone thought i was a nut. but seriously, i only took notes cos of RS! bah but today should've taken some stuff down. quite interesting. very scientific! they should invite more interesting sports people!

heard that ukshyam's doing relief teaching. he's teaching HISTORY. lol.

3k was good. timing was sucky, but hey you can't have everything right? considering that my track has deproved such a hell lot since forever, i guess doing my time this time round was pretty good! quite happy with the time. i mean it's embarassingly slow, but nvm. to me, it's an accomplishment! i haven't run such a good 3k race since like what.. forever. okay i can't rmb EVER running such a good race. in terms of tactics and hitting my target. but now my hammies are in severe pain. gahhhhhh.

training later. PAHHHH. I AM DAMN PISSED OFF. klafjsklsjl kjklasfjlksdjklaf!!!!! klafjsdkiowearuwoieunhgajfsjk! MMMMFFFF. i was having random outbursts of anger in class today. lol. poor ql took the bulk of my .. violence. sorry! heh. sianying, joops, fangfish and ql are my saviors. haha. i need to master good old rona's "relevant coping stance" HA. what a joke... -.-"

heartless b******. (crap i'm becoming so vulgar.)

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you